24 + 1

According to the Islamic calendar,


I turned 25 three days ago.


Twenty-five. 


25.


A quarter of a century.


What's going on in my head?


Just a question...


Are you a shrewd, or a fool?


The Prophet pbuh once said:
"The shrewd man is he who masters (or abases) himself and works for what is after death;
the fool is the man who makes himself follow his passions and desires things contrary to the command of God"


I can't say that I am "the shrewd man" because I do things selfishly for worldly reasons, yet I can't say that I am "the fool" because I desire to please God.


I don't have time to muhasabah right now..


yet, i can't seem to be doing anything else but think about this....