Hmm..it dawned on me that most of the time, my heart doesnt know what it wants, apparently neither does my brain. I realised this in between figuring out the answer to the question “what is pain?” (for my advanced health psych paper, stopping short of answering it with “it is what usually follows with an ‘ouch!’”), and watching Gilmore Girls (all those episodes I didn’t get to watch years ago..the same ones I forced Hazimah to fill me in the next day in school and boy was she precise!).
Anyway, I’m reminded of how much in love I was with Jess Mariano. Of course when Jess left and later became Peter Petrelli (yes, I’m talking about Milo), I was amused by Logan Huntzberger’s presence. Jess and Logan were alike tho..charming and witty..my kind of guy, right?
BUT THEN.. the 23 year old me started to watch the show with these 23 year old eyes and 23 year old mind and i realised....I no longer care for Jess nor Logan.. NOW.....it’s alllll abouuuut LUKE! Yes, Luke Danes..who would’ve thought right? Maybe it’s cos I’m getting old and I find the charm in how loyal and reliable Luke is. How he built Lorelai an ice-skating rink in front of her house just because she rambled on and on about how her "relationship" with snow (yes, snow like in winter) had turned ugly and that it was over, and sweet sweet Luke wanted to reconcile their "relationship". 1oo points for building the rink, another 100 points for listening to Lorelai rant about her “relationship” with the snow, and 1000 points for caring about Lorelai’s “relationship” with the snow.
So, see, my Heart may think it knows what it needs and my Mind may feel it knows what it wants, but both overlook their actual jobs and more importantly they overlook Time’s opinion.
Sit on the thought, I swear it makes sense. hehh.
Ok, that’s all. Enough references to the show.. Gonna go back to my assignment. Next question: “What is bereavement?” I am so so so tempted to write down “It is what causes or leads to ‘boo hoo hoo’”.
You are on loop in the player that is my mind.
4 comments:
i've always been, all about Dean. teehee.
Hhehe. Dean's nice but he's not that interesting :S but the perfect boyfriend, yes, no doubt :)
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Hey Mr/Ms/Mrs Anonymous (pls circle appropriately), thanks for your $0.02! Appreciate it! :)
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