Friday, December 26, 2008

everybody's frikkin wrong.

Gosh. we all know i enjoy a little me-bashing now and then cos of my inscurities bla bla bla bla. well, i dont enjoy it, but i feel that it's important to be self-critical at times. today, for instance, i told myself as much as schemas are there to help us get through life, not everything is the truth right. profiling is prohibited in Islam! so i took a couple of chances, gave some people chances, gave myself a chance, gave diversity a chance.

but honestly (i know im not supposed to start a  sentence with a 'but', let alone a paragraph, but wth), certain people in this world make it hard for us to believe that a person could actually change. certain people in the world makes it hard for people who want to change to actually change cos others keep thinking about the actions of those "certain people". i believed in hope, i believed in change, but now?..i duno..

i feel like a kid who's been told that santa dont exist, or been lied to about the existence of santa in the first place.|
i feel like i've been pushed off the swing and been called "bodoh!".
i feel like a hippie in rehab.
i feel like Paro, unable to bid Deva farewell.
i feel many things right now...
but mostly,
i feel hopeless...

what happened to chivalry?
what happened to savouring?
what happened to honesty?
what happened to believing in a just world?
what happened to the sanctity of life, of human race, of love, of marriage, of peace...?
what happened?...

some guys make it hard for girls to believe that there are still good guys out there..
some girls make it hard for guys to believe that there is such a thing called purity..

the truth is, i feel like i'm no different. feel like i'm peter petrelli at the end of season 3 (not gonna say much in case you guys havent watch and hate it when ppl tell you before hand). i make mistakes depite knowing the consequences.

so,
we are all frikkin wrong. 





"we are our actions" 

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

the world is always too quick to judge

life is never unfair

humans are always critical

some believes in brutal honesty

others prefer frabicating it.

change is unavoidable, as life, unlike death, is uncertain.

some where people are killing each other

that my friend is reality.

can you imagine..

a world without war?

without suffering?

no hatred?

everything is just?

whats the point of living then?

would you ever find the meaning to life if the world is perfect?

Anonymous said...

B, there's a reason why the world is complicated and full of contradictions.

One of the reasons is to make humans able to use the power of the mind to think, judge and select that God has given them.

Look into the sky if you are tired looking at the world.

Understand yourself if you failed to understand people.

And talk to God if you if you are tired talking to others.

Smile and move along... =)

**Nomadic Soul** said...

[to happy]: thnks fr the wise words :)but im not implying that i believe in a perfect world, cos it doesnt exist. also, we can suffer without war..so yeah, i can imagine a world without a war.

[to Yun]: i know with all my heart that you're right, BUT, you know me. i'm a bag of complaints with proxy insight.

mucha lucha said...

"bag of complaints" yet we know we dont exactly have the right/need to because we can always turn to Allah.. (note the "we" eh.. hehe i think i'm no different from you)

and by the way (we shouldnt also start a sentence whatmore a paragraph with 'and' :P HAHAA), i'm becoming more and more pessimistic on the state the world is in today. too much emphasis on the wrong things, waaaayyy too much instability blabla. sometimes i wish i had the courage the Ash-haabul Kahf had when they did what they did.

(na'uzubillah min shuruuri anfusinaa wa min sayyi-aati a'maalinaa)

hee. take care basta..

**Nomadic Soul** said...

*malu* yupp, thats true jelot..we dont have the right/need to complain..thnks fr the reminder :)

haha..but i guess most of my complaints are about the state the world is in today too..

i completely share the same sentiments "too much emphasis on the wrong things, waaaayyy too much instability"..

erm..im quite frgetful..so i dont think i remember what the ashabul kahf did..what did they do?..*malu lagi*

mucha lucha said...

hahahahahhaha mereka sembunyi dalam gua sebab keadaan waktu tu dah terlalu tidak suci (padanlah a-level malay dapat D HAHAAH :p). they really wanted to stay away from any form of maksiat eh..

hehe but then again, we do our level best lah eh..alhamdulillah we're aware of how the world is so brutally raped of its purity (chehhh :p) now; & that's a start. insyaAllah we will have the strength to actually bring about change for the better, if not much sikit pun jadi; if not directly then indirectly. ameeen!

**Nomadic Soul** said...

oooh! yeahhh..i remember nw :)

amin insyaAllah things will be better on day aminnn!