grateful, thankful, happy, smileys. :)

so, the presentation yesterday went well, alhamdulillah :)

seriously, it was really really really Allah's work...cos i was panicking and i lacked certain points (due to last min work) and i BS-ed a lot in the last few slides..and it was my first individual presentation.. BUT, i prayed so hard that He would give me the ability to speak well so that people would enjoy it. and they did, alhamdulillah! :)

God is great, isn't He? :)

two friends came up to me and my friend and said "great job. great presentation". even though i was with my friend, J, i felt that the congrats were for me too. haha! it could be that the congrats were meant for J but bcos i was standing next to her, they looked at me too. BUT i dont care, haha, i take it was i will. ;p then much later, another friend told me that she enjoyed my presentation :D then, i was floating...........hahha. ok, before you think that i did superbly awesome for my presentation, let me stop you there. i got 2 'very good' and 3 'good's (i dont know for which sections) and the other one in pending cos i havent given my lecturer the presentation summary. so it wasnt that awesome grade-wise, but i loved the fact that people enjoyed my presentation..that they laughed and participated..a part of me feels like that matters more.. but ofc, the grade matters too..hopefully i'll get a good overall mark, amin :)

really, God is great, isn't He? :) :) :) 

you know, i started to wonder which attribute of His was at work? was it His Kindness that made me do well despite my nervousness and lack of confidence in the materials i presented? or was it His Mercy? cos i haven't been the best of servants.. is there really a difference between His Kindness and Mercy?.. I'm not sure..All I know is, I would never have gotten through it without His guidance..Thank You Allah, thank You :)

and thanks to syabassya for helping me out and everyone else who cheered me on! thnks my cheerleading squad :)

thats all for now..

p.s.: are you as shocked as i am about the white tiger incident? i pray the best for the man and his family..

hey you, thanks for the exit.