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one of my biggest problem is that i give myself away too much..
i invest too much time in friendships..
i would sacrifice many things in the name of friendship.
time
money
emotions
sanity
my studies
anything.

it's sad to know that more often than not, im all alone in this sacrifice.

it's true what farah said to me, " kadang-kadang kita sayang sangat orang tu padahal orang tu ok-ok je dengan kita..kita sayang orang tu lebih dari dia sayang kita..tak bagos..."
(something like that)

farah, ure so innocently cute! hehh...

when she first said that, it didnt make much impact on me.
but in these last few days, i finally understood what she meant..

i believe that there are many people like me in this world..
people who care too much about the ones they love..
people who are willing to walk miles for another
people who would do anything to make their loved one smile from mars to venus..
people who'd still be there when their loved one falls apart..

but i guess there arent many people who appreciate people like these..
there just arent many people who appreciate people like me...

left alone in my self-created worries.