I am only 19 and my fantasy is to get married as soon as possible. No, not for the love bit, but just to get away from the drama in this place i occasionally call home. I am almost a 100% convinced that by getting married i'll be free from expectations and i'll be treated as the adult that i am and not as the child-who-will-always-be-wrong-because-im-young.
But, of course, if i do get married, that means that I would have to marry a dumb guy. A dumb guy who doesnt mind me controlling him or my own freedom. Alas,no man is perfect. I cant have my dumb man. But even if i could have my dumb man, deep down i know that i will never feel satisfied. Period.
I know that one day i'll look back and laugh at this thought. In fact, i'm laughing at it right now. But i guess we all have fantasies, and mine is such.
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