letting go..

i had so many things to complain about when i logged on the net moments ago. i wanted to complain about having a long list of numbers on my phonebook yet there was no one i could call to pour my heart to. i wanted to slam humans for dreaming of the ideal. i wanted to express my disgust towards the free usage of the word "love".

But all the rage and disgust halted as i chatted with 2 friends: one who recently found love and another who i have not talked to in ages. Both of them reminded me of something wonderful that i havent done in a long time...they reminded me to let go. I have trouble letting things go. Im still holding onto my dark past..my mistakes..everything. i need to let go of things..

Everything happens for a reason. We may be responsible for our actions but not everything is our fault. The most important thing for all of us is that we learn from our mistakes, and always remember that we have ourselves, our sanity and people around us who love us for who we are. Imam Ghazali once said: "the farthest from us is our past, and the nearest to us is death."

So, im gonna stop dwelling on my past and start taking more chances in life! cos honey, life is too short to waste it frownin'!